Holding on to nothing
I'm Allyson
I'm lost. So terribly lost. I can't find my way out. I'm not sure if i want to.
I'm recovering from Bulimia. I suffer with depression. I've recently started self-harming.
I'm all together, a fucking mess.
I push people away.
I don't want to kill myself, but i don't want to live anymore.
My ask is Always open to anyone & anything



hold-on-pain-e-n-d-s:

this omg

hold-on-pain-e-n-d-s:

this omg

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-decimate:

yes

-decimate:

yes

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perfectionisanobsession:

almost everynight

perfectionisanobsession:

almost everynight


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posted 22 hours ago with 7,811 notes (originally from inspire-quote)

hmale0330 whispered,
"23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things?; 32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them?; 43) Eyes OR body?"

23) it depends. Most of the time, it does take my mind off things, but only for a while.

32) yesyesyes. i push so many people away because i’m afraid, if i get to close, i’ll hurt them, and that’ll just kill me.

43) eyes<3


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i'll answer 100% honest. 


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kattygirls:

Food On Your Dash :)

waaaaah ): i just want a hug ):

kattygirls:

Food On Your Dash :)

waaaaah ): i just want a hug ):

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ryaninwonderland:

too late

ryaninwonderland:

too late

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